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For a while now, I’ve been sharing my story on social media and here at Cushing’s Disease News. In many ways, it’s been a breath of fresh air. I get so many positives from being part of this community and that of Bionews, the parent company of this…

Recently, I was the bridesmaid at my friend’s wedding, but I was the only one using a mobility aid. Unfortunately, that made me feel a little self-conscious. As we were discussing how to walk down the aisle, I started to panic. Should we link to our partner’s arm or…

Because of ongoing health issues, including Cushing’s disease, I’ve been exhausted lately. I have to take several naps a day just to make it through, and most of the time I’m just hoping to be able to check off everything on my to-do list. Because I’ve been stuck…

I’ve spent the last hour staring at my computer. I need to write and get my work done, but my fingers don’t seem to want to move. Everything feels difficult this week. Showering, sleeping, and even just thinking feel like bricks being placed on my chest. I’m tired all day,…

I recently had what I call a “day of doctors.” I had multiple specialist appointments coming up, so I planned them all for the same day. First, I met with a hematologist to figure out why my white blood cell count has been so high. The doctor offered several possibilities,…

I spend a lot of time talking with other people who are chronically ill. There’s something special about having a friend who truly understands everything I’ve been through with Cushing’s disease. Recently, I’ve noticed a pattern in my discussions with the Cushing’s community: There’s a lot of frustration…

Last weekend, my husband and I took a trip upstate to see my family. We left late, so by the time we were on our way, it was dark outside. With an iced coffee in hand, I relaxed into my seat, singing songs with my husband and enjoying the darkness…

My health has been drowning me lately. Not only did I have to deal with COVID-19, but also it’s the time of year when many of my regular medical appointments take place. I have an annual pituitary MRI to gauge the size and location of the tumor…

I looked around my apartment last week and realized I had medication everywhere. My coffee table had piles of pill bottles, my counter was full of Sharps containers and syringes, and my drawers were chock-full of vitamins. Everywhere I looked, there was something related to my Cushing’s disease. I’ve…

Someone once told me that you don’t “discover” yourself, rather you “invent” yourself. I’ve found it necessary to reinvent myself countless times. With each evolution, my aim is to create an improved version of me. Each time, I hope it will be the finalized version that will provide my soul…