How I overcame medical gaslighting on my journey with Cushing’s

Barriers can arise when seeking a proper diagnosis and treatment

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I was diagnosed with Cushing’s disease two years ago, at age 30. Last year, I had surgery to remove a 3 mm pituitary tumor. The tumor was causing a host of symptoms, including weight gain, moon face, buffalo hump, muscle weakness, bone pain, fatigue, and hair loss, resulting in a poor quality of life.

The problem is that Cushing’s disease is rare, so many doctors don’t know much about how to diagnose or treat it. This lack of understanding caused my diagnostic and treatment journey to be long and challenging.

Shortly after my diagnosis, I learned that rare diseases are often represented by a zebra. Dr. Theodore Woodward, a medical researcher and Nobel Prize nominee, once said, “When you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras.” He was referring to how doctors are taught to first look at the most common causes of symptoms presented, rather than possible rare ones.

I understand the logic behind this, but what happens when doctors don’t seem to believe that zebras exist at all?

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How I documented my Cushing’s symptoms to help get a diagnosis

Medical gaslighting

Imagine going to a doctor’s office. You explain all of the symptoms you’re experiencing and how they’ve diminished your quality of life. The doctor has their nose in the computer, poking their head out only occasionally while seemingly half-listening to what you’re saying.

You’ve waited for this appointment for months, and the doctor gives you minutes. They seem disengaged, rushed, and uninterested, but you persevere, hoping to find answers to what ails you. Eventually, the doctor looks up at you, only to 1) say they don’t believe you, 2) suggest basic lifestyle changes, or 3) refuse to order any testing.

Congratulations. You have just endured medical gaslighting.

According to GoodRx, “Medical gaslighting is when a healthcare provider dismisses your complaints or concerns. They don’t seem to take you seriously or blame your symptoms on a vague cause (such as stress). And they may send you home without a proper diagnosis or treatment plan.”

My experience

In the years before my diagnosis, I’d occasionally bring up the idea that I might have Cushing’s, but many doctors brushed off my concerns. I was told my high blood pressure could be chalked up to nerves, and my rapid weight gain could be reversed by eating a low-calorie diet. My buffalo hump was simply a result of my weight gain.

Eventually, I stopped asking questions and noting my symptoms. These exchanges with healthcare professionals felt defeating and made me question my own reality. Was I actually experiencing serious symptoms, or was it all in my head?

It took time to realize I wasn’t crazy or making up my health issues.

How to recognize and respond

In order to combat medical gaslighting, I had to first acknowledge it and learn to recognize when it was happening. To help prevent it, I worked to find a doctor who’s very familiar with Cushing’s disease and how to treat it.

Throughout my journey, I learned that I had to advocate for myself and ask questions. I also needed to show my doctors what I was experiencing. I did this by documenting my symptoms at their worst.

Processing with therapy the emotional turmoil of this disease and the gaslighting I experienced was absolutely critical.

Lastly, I relied on my support group. It was enormously helpful to talk with people who routinely replied, “I get it.”

If you believe something may be wrong with you but feel you’re not being heard, I encourage you to speak up. If one doctor doesn’t want to listen, find one who will.

How have you combated medical gaslighting? Please share in the comments below.

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Ethel avatar


Exactly my experience. I had to diagnose myself and beg for an MRI to prove my point.

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Claus Lisa

I have had to beg for one test at a time. Last year I finally received an abdominal CT for unexplained abdominal pain, which identified FLD and an adrenal adenoma. I was scheduled with a Hepatologist told it was nothing. Then I was able to beg for a GI consult (diagnosis - Reactive Gastropothy). The latest doctor finally agreed to a 24 hour urine test and now says my 79 isn’t that high when the test range is 4-45. So, I get to repeat it again. I have been experiencing medical gaslighting for the past 14 years, since I was told I had low TSH with Afib and it must be Graves even though my T4 was low. I started gaining weight uncontrollably and was continually told I needed to get off the couch, eat better and get better sleep. I have been diagnosed with PCOS, then undiagnosed. I have been told that I must have Adrenal Fatigue, even though they didn’t test for anything that would identify Adrenal Fatigue or Adrenal overproduction. The DHEA caused my face to flush almost permanently while taking it, zinc supplements cause me to vomit, Afib is still occurring, my TSH is kept in the ‘normal’ range (0.5-0.7), T4 is low (0.45-0.6), I always feel like crap. Now, if I get an official Cushing’s diagnosis, UofM medical will force me to lose weight before the adenoma or adrenal can be removed. That is something I do not believe I can do. I need help, but I don’t know how to find it.

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Jessica Bracy

Hello! I am so sorry that you have had to beg your doctors to help you. It is so discouraging. I found joining a support group on social media to be very helpful to find names of docs that really know what they are doing and really understand cushings! I wish you the best!!


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