What Could Have Caused My Pituitary Tumor?
Usually, when we ask a question, we receive an answer. But for those of us dealing with pituitary tumors and Cushing’s disease, one of the hardest parts is that there often aren’t answers.
While struggling with my pituitary adenoma in 2015, I constantly asked myself, “How did this happen?” I often thought about the head trauma I suffered as an athlete. Between ages 14 and 20, I had four concussions. Did the frequent head-on collisions I experienced while playing football cause my tumor?
I also wondered if I had consumed or been exposed to something that could have contributed to my health issues. At one point, I reflected on all the places I had lived or visited, and tried to recount all of my interactions. Had I been around anyone who suffered from the same symptoms I did, such as memory loss, weight gain, sleep issues, low energy, difficulty focusing, and behavioral changes? This line of questioning didn’t turn up anything promising, so I focused on another area: stress.
I didn’t realize how much stress would result from working in social services. My career started at an inpatient mental health facility, where the patients were often feeling their worst at check-in.
After a brief career change, I became a social services investigator for the state. In this position, I was under the most stress I have ever experienced. I couldn’t leave my work at the office. I would wake up in the middle of the night in a panic, and constantly double-check my work to ensure I hadn’t made a mistake that would end up costing someone their life. Did all this stress play a role in the development of my pituitary tumor?
These questions haunt me to this day. The neurosurgeon who performed my transsphenoidal surgery to remove my tumor in 2015 has always maintained an open and honest line of communication with me. He couldn’t give me a definitive answer as to the cause of my pituitary tumor, but he was clear that it’s important for me to keep my stress level low.
I may not have had control over the onset of my Cushing’s disease, but I do have control over how I move forward.
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